All or nothing

 

 

Well, it’s been forever D Lister’s !!! It’s not that I have not wanted to write but after such a long hiatus it was like “Where do I begin?”

 

This last year or so has been a blur. My physical healthiness journey has become stagnant for the most part. The only good thing is I have at least stayed within the same 10 pounds up or down a few here and there. I will do good for a few weeks with my eating and then it goes to crap again. I feel like I’m stuck in an all or nothing cycle.  I think its time to go shopping for a new man in my life and resume the hot dates with Gym.

 

As I sit here writing this, sick as a dog, unable to sleep from coughing, I find myself pondering where I’m at. The career side of things is going great. I have been at my new job almost 8 months and although very  high stress….I LOVE IT!

 

Here lies the problem. Clearly the at home workouts are not working( or happening these days). I’m exhausted at the end of the day when I get home which also means I don’t feel like a workout. I suck at dedication to my at home workouts and feel like I need the structure of a Gym again. But in making this financial commitment again I have to USE it! So pretty much this leaves getting up at the crack of dawn to head to the gym. Can’t say I love that idea either but it seems like a better alternative before I’m so tired from work to get some activity in.

 

Ironically (or not) all my hard work in changing my lifestyle in a healthy way with regards to clean eating and workouts seemed to cease when I moved back into the work force….and quit blogging. In addition to setting up some hot dates with Gym I need to write. It holds me accountable …to ME!

 

So for the short version here are my plans/goals for the next few weeks…

• Find a gym
• Get back to clean eating

 

What do you do to keep balance in your life between work and play, children and health?

 

Time to start over and hit the reset button!

 

Starting weight 192

 

Peace, Love and Happy Blogging

M